Dear Kristi Lee

Dear Kristi Lee
     I love you sooo much Kristi. You give me the strength to do things that I never thought I could do (like the other night). I really don't know what I would do without you in my life. I might just go crazy if you weren't. I can always depend on you to be there when I need someone to talk to about anything, weather it be about whats going on with school, at home, in my head(which is a little scary at times and you know it), boys, nothing is off limits when I talk to you. You push me to do things that I would have never done on my own and yes some of the outcomes have been less then pleasant but that's life and you never know if you might be good at it or if he might be the one without trying first, and I thank you for that.
   I love the fact that you can always make me smile when I really don't want to. But the stupid things you say or do force it out of me. Only a true best friend can do that. I've had so many fun/crazy times with you that I wouldn't trade the world for! People may think that we are weird b/c of the things we do or the thing we say but I don't care, they just don't understand true friendship when they see it. Like really how many friends sit there in the bathroom talking to each other while one of them is in the shower, or have their own kind of sign language, or when one is crying the other pushes them on the bed and humps them and asked if it's all better now? Only true friends can pull that off without people questioning them.
     Kristi I can't express how much I love you in this stupid letter b/c if I could you would be reading this forever. You are my one and only TRUE best friend, and I thank you for that. I'm crying like a big baby while writing this b/c I really don't know what I would do if I lost you as a friend. You are my friend, counselor, ass kicker(when need be), but most of all you are my sister. You are my security and I would be lost without you. It's like I'm Linus and you are my blanket :)
                                                                                                                     Forever w/ Love
                                                                                                                       (your wife) Erin-Nichole

Should've Known It Was Too Good To Be True!

Once again my heart has been riped out thrown on the ground and stomped on. I should have know that this would have ended up like this, b/c they always do for me. He was just too good to be true. Good looking, funny, smart, said that he like me they way I am. Like I said too good to be true for a girl like me who still lives w/ her parents, fat, doesn't drive, and wears her heart on her sleeve.
I feel like a complete idiot for even thinking that he would even want to be w/ me. We would talk for hours and hours every night about stupid things, asking stupid questions and getting stupid answers. He made me smile, hell he made me happy for the first time in a really long time. Now all I can do is cry b/c of what he said to me. That he isn't looking to date b/c he is too busy w/ his job and son. I don't think he knows how that makes me feel. It's not like I want all his attention on me, I understand that he has a son and it takes a lot to be a single parent. I'm not high maintenance, I want is idk to be able to talk to him at night see him on weekends when he isn't busy. I like my space just as much as the next person, I'm not asking him to be w/ me 24/7.
IDK anymore. Why do I even bother to put myself out there just so I can get hurt over and over again. I really, really liked him and in the end I got hurt like always. I'm just so tired of this!

Sold My Books

Ok so I don't get this. I sold back 2 of my books this semester and got $50 for both of them. Not bad b/c I really didn't pay that for them in the first olace, but last spring I sold all four of my books and only got $45 for all of them. What is up with that?