Deconstruction

Every morning, my sleep-stained face

Asks me from the mirror just who I am today,

Before my clothes dress in an anonymous me,

Whom everybody seems to

Know and ignore so easily.

I thank the skies for trying to understand

Me with their downpours when I’m low,

Just as much as I could thank

Alcohol that stupidly drinks itself stupid on shots of me

If everybody could paint their insecurities,

I would look over my shoulder at the person next to me and mimic

These tears that compound with the hairs on my cheek will only ever be self absorbing,

 And I’ll only ever see them in a distorted glass reflection

Just who are you today?

Want More

May be we can't get everything we want
may be all what we are looking for is fare
may be our only hope still hard to find
may be we arrive late every time
life and chances are not always there waiting for you to see them
may be we can get just one chance in this life but we don't realize that it's the last
human keep searching for happiness
for hope, love ;protection
but he can't sacrifice to get them
he'll never accept to lose something to win something else
he want everything
every thing he can hold
he never think about the others!! Why he is never satisfied
why we always want more
than we have more than the others are looking for

Own Two Feet

Believe me when I say you changed me for the better.
 From now on, I look at love differently.
I will no longer throw the word around and I will no longer fall for it so easily.
I will be careful with my heart so it doesn't break again,
or if it does it may never come back.
I thank you for making me realize
I have my own two feet to stand on
I don't need a man to make me proud of myself.
I know you thought I would not take this well and crawl back to you for a 2nd chance,
 but - I'M STRONGER
- MUCH STRONGER
than the person you remember me to be.
 And this is my new challenge and I will defeat it.
Thanks for helping me realize I'm strong on my own...

Shall We

Shall we smile similes
like snow sculptures melting
on a pink sand beach or like

pearls glistening in the summer
heat
Shall we fall in love

metaphorically of course
for love is swans drowning
peacefully or to be less obscene

is a dream
in crosshatched colors
a Candy-Land board come to life.

Shall we utter our
meaningless nouns and verbs
simply to be heard

or shall we close our lips
and kiss
for in the end
love is the epitome of bliss.

Reversal

Winter edges on a simple,
yet tragic
kind of sorrow
a difficult, yet symbolic
style of betrayal in its fits of blizzards
and gusts of sideways rain.


Day after day
avalanches cause frustration
in the cities, but beauty in the country -
a heart after itself
overlaps the pain.


Sprinting into spring we feel a sense
of renewal, a subtle rebirth
with sunshine crowning spirits
and tulips grazing our lips,
full of a crushed lullaby
we all learn to sing.

Shine

It's getting hard to fake,
this smile every day,
this broken heart you take,
then quickly throw away,
I'm stuck inside this place,
was this a mistake,
just longing for your face,
I cannot stand this ache,

My head is such a mess,
I'm broken, I confess,
feeling so depressed,
a feeling I detest,
and in the end I find,
that you were never mine,
you're leaving me behind,
but one day I'll shine,

If the sun would cease to shine,
I don't think I'd care,
if I could look into your eyes,
you'd be my solar flare,
but you have left me here,
yeah, you have gone away,
in this darkness I see clear,
I see it clear as day,

My head is such a mess,
I'm broken, I confess,
feeling so depressed,
a feeling I detest,
and in the end I find,
that you were never mine,
you're leaving me behind,
but one day I'll shine,

I'm rising from the ash,
emerging from debris,
forgetting my own past,
your getting over me,
it's a brand new day,
and today I'm feeling fine,
you're no longer in my way,
now it's my time to shine,

I'm no longer a mess,
not broken, I confess,
feeling so blessed,
this feeling I like best,
and in the end you'll find,
you'll be wishing you were mine,
but I'm leaving you behind,
because today I'll shine,

Perfect Man

When my heart is drooping,

He brushes all shame away

Breaking the agonizing space

-In between-

And accepting my soul

When everything falls to pieces,

He is there to ding hope

Back into tragedy’s graze,

And give me strength

To stand with him

When I cannot hold onto life,

He breathes for me

And never lets me go

WAT- AHH!

this is by fare the coolest water bottle i have ever seen

Within Me

For once-

I know longer loiter sidewalks of hopelessness

Nor starve for happiness

Among scraps of pottery

But rather within future-

Is where it lies

For love’s tragedy has departed

On a bittersweet note

Yet one of content

As the search for survival ends

Because it’s within me-

As it has been all along

Yet oblivion always seemed to tussle my thoughts

As mind overrode heart

Until it became but a valuable lesson

“Follow you heart

Never give up while accepting what is;

Look beyond idealism to discover truth;

Always hold on to your dream,

Never let it flee from your grasp

Yet do not cling to it for life.”

It was today I captured that glimpse

Through rose-colored glasses

Our Memories

To all my friends

Dearest and all

We are fleeting memories

Like the leaves of fall.

The winds of change

Sweeping us from our roots

Away from what made us

All the fun and disputes

Every day we grow older

And less agile

Every day more fragile

But when we come to an end

I will always remember

Our wonderful, reckless days

Memoir of a Wilting Flower

A fragile being strives to never fray

Against those that prey upon the frail

To survive where cold palms lay

Howls of blood lust from both sides at play

Out-sing a mouth with no voice to wail

A fragile being strives to never fray

Rigged fingers direct bullets without delay

As silent prayers carried to the heavens prevail

To survive where cold palms lay

Sky falls dark, clouds inhale powder and decay

One after another, hearts fall cold and stale

A fragile being strives to never fray

 All hopes and dreams forever blown away

The aftermath always makes it hard to exhale,

To survive where cold palms lay

All silenced, for none had anything else to say

Except one blood-stained survivor of the tale

 A fragile being strives to never fray

To survive, where cold palms lay

Random Fact of the Day 4/22/11

The word "lethologica" describes the state of not being able to remember the word you want.

December Moon

Our tattered dreams

Lay frozen on the ground,

Where shifting winds

Entomb their silent cries.

December moon

Sweeps by on icy rails

Her ashen face

Cast out a somber glow

Through sheets of time

I watch you ride away

Upon a stallion

White as powdered snow

Still clinging to that steed

You fade to dust

Now scattered beneath

The cold December moon

Carry You

I will carry you with me forever

In a place that is warm and full of everlasting love

A place that knows it shares of sadness, and pain.

But also knows faith, joy, happiness, and love.

 

 I will always carry you in my heart 

Picture of the Day 4/18/11

Reggie and Olive

Random Fact of the Day 4/18/11

It would take 11 Empire State Buildings, stacked one on top of the other, to measure the Gulf of Mexico at its deepest point.

Captured

My guess is we are hold hands,

You and I, our fingers tangled

Like weeds, but we were younger then,

Our skin yet to know the effects of erosion

Two shadows lingering,

A moment in time painted

In black and gray, filtered

Through the years of forgetfulness

You’re smiling, I know

I wish I could see you; our faces

We stand, profiles, empty silhouettes

Against the rain-soaked skyline

I’ll never remember, this negative

The only reminder of

Some memory I’ve lost amidst

The sand, the pebbles

Counting the time

We remain, captured in a flash of light

Frozen in time

Spring

In this season, flowers bloom
It rids the world of all its gloom.

It helps us realize what is true
That Happiness will come to you...

A rose withers from time to time
It makes me cherish what is mine

Memories will come that will last forever
But that means nothing if were not together...

To my word, Ill stay true
I promised Ill always be there for you...

Pic of the Day 4/15/11

Say a Little Prayer

I feel it bubbling up
From deep down inside
I try to hold it back
But I know sooner or later,
It will explode.
So I close my eyes, hold my breath,
And pray for my angels
To wrap their wings around me;
To carry me away
But far too soon that feeling finds a way
The fears begin to file in
The cold slowly hits,
And the frustration screams out in pain.
As the little bravery left
Quickly fades
I close my eyes, holding tight,
And pray
God I’m begging you, give me strength.
Amen.

I Say Love

I say love
To the children here on the planet earth
That they live
Because I want them to know that I care about them
I say love
To mother nature
I say love to our lives here on earth
Because our lives here on earth are beautiful
And God also tell us that he loves us
From the bottom of his heart
And God's love is a pure one that he give us every single day
We also say love back to God
Because we want him to know that we also  love him
From the bottom of our hearts

BIGBANG - LOVE SONG M/V (WORLD PREMIERE)

Love is Fleeting

I sang my song of love but on one listened.

Wandered lonely, as moonbeams glistened.

It's here then that my heart lies bleeding,

While others in their garden weeding,

Quite unaware that out there, somewhere

A beautiful song has died with none to care.

Time moves on and true love is fleeting

While many mourn, others keep tweeting.

Written On The Wind

When this poet's words cam in my sight

I read each one into the night

How powerful this pens' might

capturing me until dawns' light

Then having need to know his heart

exuding warmth, as if to start

A fire from ember long through dead

became alive with flames, instead,

as shadows danced inside my head

in cadence to word still unread.

Then, from a place I have never seen

cam these feelings, so serene.

My heart fell deep, my mind flew high,

rainbows replaced darkened skies.

Could it be this gent sought me out,

writing poems to ease my doubt?

Perhaps, the sun might shine once more

to brighten this woman's' lonely shore.

How shocked to find these lips could smile,

soon to find just for a while

Seems, even a poets' words will end

when only written on the wind.

Rock Bottom

I've hit rock bottom,
You don't even know how it feels,
To stand between darkness in its blackest corner,
And all that's fake becomes real.

I've screamed from the top of my lungs,
While everybody ignored.
My soul's been broken so many times,
Another bout of depression I cannot afford.

Sometimes I doubt myself.
Perhaps it is just me?
Maybe the problem lies within my soul,
Damned by a defective personality.

I don't know,
I honestly can't say anymore.
Who I am, or what I am is unbeknown to me,
A mysterious area to be explored.

I've hit rock bottom,
But you will never know how it feels,
To wish you had never loved or trusted anyone,
And instead had a heart of steel.

Random Fact of the Day 4/10/11

The Eisenhower interstate system requires that one mile in every five must be straight. These straight sections are usable as airstrips in times of war or other emergencies.

Random Fact of the Day 4/9/11

Odontophobia is the fear of teeth.

We Look to the Moon

Moon, you have a shade of blue tonight -
Is it something that you saw or heard?
Only yesterday, your tone was proud and bright:
Yellow silver, full, and so assured.

Moon, despite the clarity of sky,
Metaphors of cloud that fluff with grey
Drift across your rounded face to spy;
Feeding back, there's awfully much to say.

Moon, you have a role to play up there,
We below must bear the earthly pain.
Duty bound, we shoulder sorrows fair -
You are free from our grotesque disdain.

Moon, we depend on you to shine
When the sun retires down below.
Add to that your grandest role divine:
Tidal Lord, to keep the seas in tow!

Moon, I hope you take to heart our plea -
Needless is the reason for your blue.
Beaming, you should give the night its glee:
We're despairing - so we look to you.

Random Fact of the Day 4/8/11

The elephant is the only animal with 4 knees.

tomatoes are fruits?

 tell me...if tomatoes are fruits..then why is there a tomato in Veggie-Tales? Isn't that lying to kids?

My Brothers

Goodness I love my brothers, they are so crazy. I walked up the stares lastnight to see what they were doing and the 1st thing that i saw was them playing their xbox so I started to walk back down the stares when I relized that something wasn't right. I look back at them and I see that they both are wearing there MMA championship belts. really? I asked them why in the work are they wearing them and they said b/c the can.

WOW... my brothers are crazy:P

random fact of the day

In most advertisements, including newspapers, the time displayed on a watch in 10:10

Tyler Ward - The Rescue (Original Song) - Official Fan Video

This video is amazing...it made me tear up a bit

Little Girl

Little girl has issues

Little girl has tears

Little girl has no one,

No one to face her fears

Little girl can’t do this by herself

Little girl needs to stay strong

She needs you, to get her along

She stands there, arms open

She beginning to fall......

Little girl needs you now

Where are you? Nowhere to be found....

Little girl`s hurt

She isn’t that little girl anymore

That little girl`s................ me

and this isn’t who she wants to be

finger faces

 when i get bored i draw so i decided to draw on my finger :P

  <3

Touch the Sky

I just want to tough the sky
even if the tell I can't touch the sky
that no one can
I know I can touch that sky
I will do it someday
I am not going to pressure

I just want to touch the sky
even if the tell I can't touch the sky
that no one can
I know I can touch that sky

They took me in a plane
to show me that I can not touch the sky
I knew it was going to be bad
If I go no to the sky

They do not understand
my wish to touch the sky
A sky that change
while I am wishing to touch it

I just want to touch the sky
even if the tell I can't touch the sky
that no one can
I know I can touch that sky

They keep repeating it all time
but I know my wish is going to come true
I will like to share it with all of you
we all touching the sky

They refuse to wish my wish
they waste their life trying to convince me
that I can't touch the sky
while I live my life wishing to touch the sky

I just want to touch the sky
even if the tell I can't touch the sky
that no one can
I know I can touch that sky

We keep telling him
he can't touch the sky
the sky is air
not concrete, touchable

We try to convince him
that his wish was not goin to come true
that he should wish something else
so he didn't disappointed him self

He only wanted to touch the sky
that was his only wish
we did not notice he was true
he did touch the sky

He touch the sky at night
in the form of a bright new star
He touch the sky at morning
as the first raising light
He touch the sky at noon
been the peaceful wind moving clouds

He touch the sky seems we, they
remember him every time we look the sky

jolie Adamson- Armour (Official Video)